If you are going to fall in love with me

 If you are going to fall in love with me -

it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities and  my obsession

with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.

You are falling in love with my immaturity,

my constant need to feel loved  and appreciated,

my overactive tear ducts,

my tendency to be too clingy.

You fall in love with my troubled past

and my hopes and dreams

and  how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart.

If you fall in love with me,

you fall in love with my self-hate 

and all my imperfections and my perception

that nobody could ever love me.

But - you are also falling in love with the way my eyes

will smile when I’m with you

the way I’ll text you in the mornings

just telling you I hope you have a great day.

You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous

and/or thought-provoking things I say

and the way I blush when people ask me about you.

But to me, the most important thing will be that

you are falling in love with me –

despite my  thinking that it is impossible…

I love you…

(unknown)

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